Wednesday, September 2, 2009

I wish I would have never fallen in love when I was 15.
I wish I would have never given the things that I did.
I wish I would not have wasted the three years and some odd months that I did.
I did not take anything but coldness and bitterness away.
I wish I would have saved my love and heart for someone else.
I compare everything and everyone to you and that has fucked me up & its not fair to them.
I regret ever falling in love with you because the after math crushed a lot of my dreams.
now that I have grown, I felt that I needed to say these things in order to grow more.
I do not know how to love anymore.

I wish I would have never known your name.

you took away the simple heart I once had.

side note: I know this sounds lame, disregard it?
Its just something that needed to come out so that I can grow more.
I think this only took me back a notch.
:/

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