not now.

I do not feel a thing about you anymore, not one feeling comes to mind.
I have forgotten everything.
I have been blocking it out and now when i want to remember,
it does not come to me.

It feels so good not to remember.
It feels like i can smile again.
I finally feel in place in my head,
you have no power there.

maybe i am insane.

washington will be a good, fresh, amazing start.
i only have two weeks to wait.


"i only care about the words that flutter from your mind.
they are the only thing you truly own, the only thing i will remember you by.
i will not fall in love with your bones and skin.
i will not fall in love with the places you have been.
i will not fall in love with anything but the words that flutter from your extraordinary mind."