you

and I ended everything awhile ago.
emotionally our hearts were not there.
physically our bodies never felt the same.
you never could or would even think about forgiving me.
i never could forgive you for the emotional let down.


now let me tell you this, I have become cold.
everyone i talk to sees my bitterness.

so right now, I am forgiving you.
you don't have to forgive me. I blamed you for a lot.
i want you to have nothing nice to say about me, and you don't need a reason for that.

I am forgiving you so i can forgive myself because i am selfish and i want to get better.