Friday, November 28, 2008

lately i have been very honest to myself about the way I have actually been feeling.
I know that sounds silly but it has come to my attention that i was not really before.

I am growing much older and still find myself being selfish and childish at times.
I have become bitter and sarcastic about most of my relationships.
to be honest, I don't really hate myself for those things.

I have been honest about everything in or out of my life and I am finding myself becoming happier just because I can be honest with myself.

This all sounds a little off? crazy?

My grandfather did not make it to thanksgiving, he is too sick to travel right now.
I hope he can be around for Chanukah & Christmas.
I have a lot of things to say to him during that time.

Barukh atah Adonai Eloheinu melekh ha‑olam, she‑hehiyanu v'kiy'manu v'higi'anu la‑z'man ha‑ze.

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